Friday morning

good morning people.
wee, its Friday morning. almost the end of the week and i am having my final paper today.
i wasn't feeling that pressure before but now i do. after knowing i only can get conditional offer letter, i am not really happy. what if i fail all subjects? what if i fail 2 subject? what if i cant get into accountancy? what if melbourne uni doesn't want to accept me? all those what if question just kept bussing around my head from last night till now. its making me crazy!! i know what will you guys think. i know i kept complaining this and that but somehow i just can't stop complaining coz i am worried and i really don't want to be in engineering course. i can't stress enough how badly i wanna get myself out from the HELL. the future leads me know where unless i am accepted into accountancy in Melb U or RMIT and if both Uni doesn't wanna accept me, i am basically screwed. i prolly gotta continue engineering. i really mind doing engineering course!! I BLOODY REALLY DO..... now, i really regretted my past actions and decision......
i called mum yesterday afternoon, mum told me not too worry too much and also wait till the results is out. i agree with mum but...... i am still worried about my results n getting in other course!~ darn this sucks.
i weigh myself this morning. i am 71 kg. NO GOOD!!! my weight has being going up n down like the stock market. its not hanging on to a normal figure. i am really weight cautious. people who knows me should know why i am so weight cautious. i haven't really been to gym since last Saturday. i was out with friends on weekends and got sick since Monday. so i was resting at home to make sure my condition doesn't get worse. Beckie told me not to go gym coz when i do go gym, my heart pumps faster and allows bacteria to flow into my body. that make sense. lolz.
i am definitely going gym after my exam today. i have a jam date with my big sis/bro Anthony. i miss jam so much. lolz. i prolly gonna do weight after jam. MUST DO WEIGHTS!!
oh well, people like me are self obsessed. hehehe
oh recently, there are so many adds on tv regarding pc vs mac. telling how good mac is. i saw an ad last night and i remembered about the south park pc vs mac ad. its really funny n hilarious.

you should really watch it!!! recommended...
oh there's this 15 short add (pc vs mac)