i have been really busy hanging out with my sista n bro lately. basically no time to blog or maybe i am pure lazy. been doing some editing and also gonna start doing my so called self made calender soon. i hope it comes out alright! yeah about the calenders, those who i haven't got your birth dates please let me know as soon as possible. ITS A MUST AND I INSIST IT!
I had read this blog from TVB Gen. she was having a topic about babies names. Then i immediately say, why not i blog about it. In my own opinion, i think most of you guys choose your so called "christian" name by yourself or by you parents don't even know the meaning of it. Like my case, my name was choose as Leslie because during the period i am born, Leslie Cheung was really famous. So my mum decided to use Leslie. Only me has Leslie in my ID card. My two half brother don't have it. My second bro chooses Vincent for himself after he came to Melbourne. I'll list down the name i choose and meaning behind the name. I'll start with my name.
Leslie - Holly Garden
Origin - Gealic: From the Gaelic surname for the lands of Lesslyn in Aberdeenshire, the words "leas cuilinn" meaning garden of hollies.
*I love my name, i find it sexy and funky. I don't see many asians with the name of Leslie. so i find it quite unique.
Laney - Torch; bright light
Origin - French and Greek
*I didn't know Laney even exist. Something fresh for a start.
Beckie - To tie
Origin - Hebrew
*to tie? hmmp... Beckie give me a feeling of sweet and innocent.
Anthony -there is no meaning for Anthony but its from the Roman family name Antonius.
Origin - Latin
*To be honest, Antonius sounds more sexy.
Adrian - From Hadria
Origin - Latin
*What is Hadria, the meaning gives me the creep but its a nice name to use.
Raymond - Advice; decision protector
Origin - Germanic
*Very common name. Everyone uses it.
Alvin - Friend of elves
Origin - English
*Alvin is too common but it seems really nice. I love the name :D
Rita - True; righteous
Origin - Sanskrit
*Rita sounds abit like an indian name but its not. Lovely name
Jason - Healer
Origin - Greek
Another common name, every where we have Jason. If you need some1 to heal, go to Jason
Aaron - Mountain
Origin - Hebrew
* Aaron sounds very classy to me. I just love it
Derek - Ruler of the people
Origin - Germanic
*Wow, ruler of the people. If you need any guy to go for president of you country find Derek.
yeah, thats basically a few names i found. Have got other names that i can't find in the website. Maybe the name you have is so unique. LOLZ.
All the names and meaning are taken from Babynamesworld
If you need to find out your name, you can check it out at Babynamesworld. I'll finish here, need to hit the gym!~
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Thanks
On the 22nd of June, i went to a day trip with this bunch of friend to Mornington Peninsula for hot spring spa. I would love to say thank you to them for those wonderful memories , pics and their companion. Those bunch of friends are my sis Laney, Janis, Terrence and Anthony. Altho KK, didn't go he has been a great friend to know. Knowing you guys made my holidays filled with entertainment and hanging out with you all is so much fun.
Thanks heaps
Thanks heaps
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Tuesday Evening
Tuesday evening, drizzling in the city. pretty cold.
well, its been very cold for the past 1 week. i don't know why i felt so cold in this year's winter. last year was fine for me. i don't really think it was that cold compare to this year. do you guys agree with me? (only for people in Melbourne). all my friends leaving. 1st, my housemate left. then my god sis (last night) and now my neighbour leaving tonight. i caught up with her just now when i was on my way to gym. she;s like, HEY, how r u... i am going back for 12 days. in the moment, i felt abit bitter coz it seems every1 is leaving. i felt really lonely. i find it so hard to cope as in, in the cyber world, i have heaps of friends and when comes to reality i find myself mixing around with the same people like Beckie, Laney, Anthony, Sam, Derek and Jason. i hardly go out with other friends i know in msn altho i went out with them before.
i had this funny feeling, bit bitter but satisfied. i was walking back from gym just now. there's this lady that stop me and asked me to spare her a few dollars. i was like, sorry i don't have any change altho i do have 50cents in my bag. then i said i am so sorry, she said its OK and later on gave me a smile. my heart melted at that instant and i felt pity for that lady and i even blame myself why didn't i spare her a few dollar. (i am currently broke) anyway, later on i had this thought like, if i were that lady or in the future become on of them wondering around in the streets asking passer by for money. what am i gonna do? what if no 1 pity me and spare me some money for food? what if i die in hunger? what if i am cold to death in this freaking cold weather in Melbourne? when i put myself on the spot light, i instantly got the thinking of studying really hard and grad from uni and work till i earn big bucks. i guess its every1's goal to earn money.
oh yeah talking about uni, i got 2 condition offer letters from Melbourne uni and RMIT itself.
i should be happy but i am just numb and pretty scared tho. to get into Melbourne U, i have to finish my 2nd semester of mechanical engineering and pass with an average of distinction. i read the condition then i said OMG want me to finish next sem ? i am gonna pass Melbourne U altho i really wanna go in Melb U. they provide better course structure and the syllabus are better. RMIT instead offer me a next sem with the condition of submitting my marks of sem 1 when i get my marks. then they go from there. so, i prolly can only choose RMIT. i was having this thought that maybe i can finish a year in RMIT 1st then change to melb U with a score of average distinction. hopefully i will get in. most important of all, i can get into Accountancy course by next sem. i cant bare to think if i continue engineering. its like getting torture so badly.
hehehe, i am now really taking my time to groom myself and make sure the house is clean is smells good. i am actually doing mask. so relaxing. i am happy.
Charles said he is gonna ask me out tonight for drinks. he better call!! i am bored. sigh.
oh! MYERS having mid year clearence!! go go go and get what eva you all want!!
well, its been very cold for the past 1 week. i don't know why i felt so cold in this year's winter. last year was fine for me. i don't really think it was that cold compare to this year. do you guys agree with me? (only for people in Melbourne). all my friends leaving. 1st, my housemate left. then my god sis (last night) and now my neighbour leaving tonight. i caught up with her just now when i was on my way to gym. she;s like, HEY, how r u... i am going back for 12 days. in the moment, i felt abit bitter coz it seems every1 is leaving. i felt really lonely. i find it so hard to cope as in, in the cyber world, i have heaps of friends and when comes to reality i find myself mixing around with the same people like Beckie, Laney, Anthony, Sam, Derek and Jason. i hardly go out with other friends i know in msn altho i went out with them before.
i had this funny feeling, bit bitter but satisfied. i was walking back from gym just now. there's this lady that stop me and asked me to spare her a few dollars. i was like, sorry i don't have any change altho i do have 50cents in my bag. then i said i am so sorry, she said its OK and later on gave me a smile. my heart melted at that instant and i felt pity for that lady and i even blame myself why didn't i spare her a few dollar. (i am currently broke) anyway, later on i had this thought like, if i were that lady or in the future become on of them wondering around in the streets asking passer by for money. what am i gonna do? what if no 1 pity me and spare me some money for food? what if i die in hunger? what if i am cold to death in this freaking cold weather in Melbourne? when i put myself on the spot light, i instantly got the thinking of studying really hard and grad from uni and work till i earn big bucks. i guess its every1's goal to earn money.
oh yeah talking about uni, i got 2 condition offer letters from Melbourne uni and RMIT itself.
i should be happy but i am just numb and pretty scared tho. to get into Melbourne U, i have to finish my 2nd semester of mechanical engineering and pass with an average of distinction. i read the condition then i said OMG want me to finish next sem ? i am gonna pass Melbourne U altho i really wanna go in Melb U. they provide better course structure and the syllabus are better. RMIT instead offer me a next sem with the condition of submitting my marks of sem 1 when i get my marks. then they go from there. so, i prolly can only choose RMIT. i was having this thought that maybe i can finish a year in RMIT 1st then change to melb U with a score of average distinction. hopefully i will get in. most important of all, i can get into Accountancy course by next sem. i cant bare to think if i continue engineering. its like getting torture so badly.
hehehe, i am now really taking my time to groom myself and make sure the house is clean is smells good. i am actually doing mask. so relaxing. i am happy.
Charles said he is gonna ask me out tonight for drinks. he better call!! i am bored. sigh.
oh! MYERS having mid year clearence!! go go go and get what eva you all want!!
Monday, June 18, 2007
Gunman on the run!!!
[A man shot dead by a gunman at a busy Melbourne city intersection may have been just a good samaritan helping a woman involved in a domestic dispute, police and witnesses say.
The gunman is on the run after shooting three people on the corner of Flinders Lane and William Street, killing the man and wounding a woman and a man.
nearby construction site, which was believed to be that used in the incident.
As heavily-armed police searched for the shooter, aged in his late 20s or early 30s, office workers were told to stay put and not panic.
Witnesses and police said the gunman appeared to be involved in a violent domestic dispute with a woman in a taxi and when two men intervened, he shot all three down.
Police appealed for the taxi driver to come forward.
Police said the shooting followed an earlier incident outside a King Street nightclub.
Bystander Ross Murchie said he saw the gunman grabbing a woman by the neck and hair.
"She was screaming and a guy had her by the hair," Mr Murchie told ABC radio.
"She tried to grab hold of a taxi that was going by and the couple of bystanders went over to ask what was happening.
"He let go of her hair, pulled out a gun and shot them all."
One man died at the scene despite paramedics attempting to resuscitate him, while a man in his 30s and a 24-year-old woman were in a serious condition, undergoing surgery at Royal Melbourne Hospital.
Inspector Glenn Weir said it appeared the shooting was a domestic incident between the shooter and the female taxi passenger and not a gang-related or random act.
"It does appear that there was a relationship between the female and the male suspect and certainly we're not looking that it's a random act, certainly not gang-related, it appears as though it's a domestic-related incident," Insp Weir said.
He said the two male victims appeared to be good samaritans who had stopped to come to the woman's aid as she struggled with the shooter in the street.
"That's certainly one of the avenues of inquiry that we're undertaking and that looks more likely as time goes on," Insp Weir said.
Detective Inspector Stephen Clark, from the homicide squad, said witnesses told police there was an altercation in the King Street nightclub area 10 minutes before two men and a woman were shot.
"It appears there has been an initial assault that has taken place in King Street in the nightclub area," Det Insp Clark said.
Eyewitness Zali said the gunman was "as cool as a cucumber" as he cold-bloodedly blasted his victims.
"He just went bang, bang, bang, there was no mucking around," she told ABC radio.
"There were five shots fired and the people went straight down to the ground. There wasn't even a scream, just a whimper."
Eyewitness Malcolm Bates said the gunman attempted to climb into the cab before the shootings began.
"The lady got away and he turned and shot three people basically point blank," Mr Bates said. "I was right across the road."
The gunman was last seen heading east, and soon after police locked down the area, sealing off offices and evacuating some buildings.
Police began escorting workers back into nearby buildings shortly before 10am (AEST).
The Homicide Squad took over the investigation and the police Special Operations Group joined the search for the shooter.
Police later found a handgun and a dark jacket at a construction site on the corner of Flinders and Queen streets, and were confident they belonged to the gunman.
"It was found by a witness and communicated to the police," Insp Weir told Southern Cross Broadcasting.
"(It was) a handgun I can confirm and there are reports that it's a semi-automatic handgun but I can't confirm that."
Insp Weir said police were speaking with a large number of witnesses at the shooting scene.
Witness Zali said she had heard what sounded like a cap gun.
"I turned my head over to look to the right of me and saw the gentleman shoot the three people and them go down.
"I quickly pulled over to the side of the road and ran across the road and he'd taken off up the road (and) ran up towards Flinders Street station.
"It's amazing what happens in a time of crisis because the people that flocked around to help those that had been hurt were just excellent, in the sense of as much as there were some screams of hysteria, the sense of protectiveness and getting help and the number of people (calling for help) on the phone was just outstanding."
Meanwhile, hundreds of Telstra workers in Melbourne's city Rialto building have been offered counselling after the shooting, which happened one block from the hotel and office complex.
The Rialto, backs onto Flinders Lane and was shutdown in the aftermath of the shooting, with no-one allowed to enter or leave the building.
Telstra spokesman Peter Taylor said some Telstra workers saw the attack.
"We understand five Telstra people witnessed the shooting," Mr Taylor said.
"The counselling service is part of Telstra's long-running, independent counselling service for staff in difficult situations." ]
this news was copied and pasted from yahoo 7news.
apparently, the accident occurred near my place. my housemate told me about that this morning there lots of helicopter and man running around. sounds so scary.my housemate is on his way back. i am alone now. i did heaps of cleaning just now. the place is sparking clean. *giggles*
i was happy until i read this comment my housemate friend left a comment on my chat box. as i said, i really don't know he need to do the thesis online. so you cant blame me. he should have tell me in the 1st place so i know what to do. he did not tell me and i don't know so why blame me for so inconsiderate? for you have made this comment, i prolly think u should be realistic and analyse the situation first and not to comment on something i don't know. apparently seeing your comment, you basically ruin my mood. i don't mind you coming in and read my blog but giving a comment by listening to 1 person story? might as well don't give one. last, if you wan to give a comment, have the guts to write ur name rather putting in ur nick name. sorry if you think i am rude, but hell yeah u've ignite my fire within me!
Sunday, June 17, 2007
holiday O....
i am on HOLIDAY but i dont feel happy. i feel bored at home and lonely. i was hoping my ling ling would fly over to melbourne and see me but unfortunately he is too busy with his work. a bit sad tho. i am not working yet so it makes me even bored and dont know where to go or do. i am also pretty broke so i dont have much money to go somewhere else. hmmp. so basicly i will be going to gym for my 1 month holidays. well i got my anthony brother to go gym with. he is my personal trainer now. hehehe. we agreed that we gotta improve our bodies to be super hunky monkey. lolz. well, he has really hot bod but he just wan more bettter body unlike me, my body suck ass.. lolz. i am so happy that i got my bro to go gym with and his really good in guiding me with weight. love it love it. we even promise to go for les mill programs. i am gonna go for body jam he is gonna do body combat. we are gonna be instructors. HAPPY. oh yeah.. i am gonna make sure anthony to take up personal trainer course. i think he has the THING to become an instructor. honestly, he is better than my previous PT. sorry GAVIN (if u ever read my blog)
my life is really relaxed now, i am doing lotsa housewives work like cleaning, reading and self gromming. anthony told me, make it a hobby to tidy my room and when i come back home i will feel happy. i am following what he is doing. so hopefully i will get my heads on with the hobby. now, having holidays i basicly glued myself to my computer. got nothing to do. maybe i will be on a chat room. talking about chat room, i was chatting to this guy called keon. i chatted with him before in penang and he actually asked me out to go thailand with him but i rejected him coz i've been busy with my stuff back in penang. he write this blog in his profile:
"i choose to be nothing~simple and easy
will concentrate to my work during these period...i still feel the pain deep in my heart..but it have been much more better from past few week. Everything have been simple and straightforward. Listening a song "him"- i believe when i am downstair of your place.
Adding my first friend to myfridae profile~devilsin. He is asking-why my profile nothing? He is right, i really have nothing, just a nice cover.
I am just one of the kind human on earth. each and everyone is normal why i am exceptional. :> "
first of all, i gotta thank him for adding me as his 1st friend in his list. i am fluttered. he seems to be a really nice person to chat and very down to earth person. how do i know? (same question he asked me) basically, i just guessed but from the way he blog is thoughts and the way he chatted with me. he seems like one. hes a nice person to get to know.
last night, i saw Anthony nick and click on his url (his nick name). he posted this youtube - evolution dance.
i was laughing my self out there. it was so funny u can laugh till ur stomach cramp.
i am gonna share this video with u'll.
my housemate Eugene is going home tomorrow afternoon. wishes his safe journey.
take about my housemate, i wanna spank him silly. he kept restarting my router. i am actually downloading TVB series episode 33 - 40, i know its very slow but i do hope his a bit considerate here coz when he restarts the router my comp will not auto reconnect. it sucks coz it prolly takes 2 days to finish downloading the series but now it took more then 2 days. anyway, he is a cool dude, i just bitch coz i am bitchy.. bleh
I AM ALONE! I NEED FRIENDS TO ACCOMPANY ME OO... WHO WANNA COME OVER ? LOLZ..
(NO SEX JUST COMPANION)
my life is really relaxed now, i am doing lotsa housewives work like cleaning, reading and self gromming. anthony told me, make it a hobby to tidy my room and when i come back home i will feel happy. i am following what he is doing. so hopefully i will get my heads on with the hobby. now, having holidays i basicly glued myself to my computer. got nothing to do. maybe i will be on a chat room. talking about chat room, i was chatting to this guy called keon. i chatted with him before in penang and he actually asked me out to go thailand with him but i rejected him coz i've been busy with my stuff back in penang. he write this blog in his profile:
"i choose to be nothing~simple and easy
will concentrate to my work during these period...i still feel the pain deep in my heart..but it have been much more better from past few week. Everything have been simple and straightforward. Listening a song "him"- i believe when i am downstair of your place.
Adding my first friend to myfridae profile~devilsin. He is asking-why my profile nothing? He is right, i really have nothing, just a nice cover.
I am just one of the kind human on earth. each and everyone is normal why i am exceptional. :> "
first of all, i gotta thank him for adding me as his 1st friend in his list. i am fluttered. he seems to be a really nice person to chat and very down to earth person. how do i know? (same question he asked me) basically, i just guessed but from the way he blog is thoughts and the way he chatted with me. he seems like one. hes a nice person to get to know.
last night, i saw Anthony nick and click on his url (his nick name). he posted this youtube - evolution dance.
i was laughing my self out there. it was so funny u can laugh till ur stomach cramp.
i am gonna share this video with u'll.
my housemate Eugene is going home tomorrow afternoon. wishes his safe journey.
take about my housemate, i wanna spank him silly. he kept restarting my router. i am actually downloading TVB series episode 33 - 40, i know its very slow but i do hope his a bit considerate here coz when he restarts the router my comp will not auto reconnect. it sucks coz it prolly takes 2 days to finish downloading the series but now it took more then 2 days. anyway, he is a cool dude, i just bitch coz i am bitchy.. bleh
I AM ALONE! I NEED FRIENDS TO ACCOMPANY ME OO... WHO WANNA COME OVER ? LOLZ..
(NO SEX JUST COMPANION)
Friday, June 15, 2007
Friday morning
good morning people.
wee, its Friday morning. almost the end of the week and i am having my final paper today.
i wasn't feeling that pressure before but now i do. after knowing i only can get conditional offer letter, i am not really happy. what if i fail all subjects? what if i fail 2 subject? what if i cant get into accountancy? what if melbourne uni doesn't want to accept me? all those what if question just kept bussing around my head from last night till now. its making me crazy!! i know what will you guys think. i know i kept complaining this and that but somehow i just can't stop complaining coz i am worried and i really don't want to be in engineering course. i can't stress enough how badly i wanna get myself out from the HELL. the future leads me know where unless i am accepted into accountancy in Melb U or RMIT and if both Uni doesn't wanna accept me, i am basically screwed. i prolly gotta continue engineering. i really mind doing engineering course!! I BLOODY REALLY DO..... now, i really regretted my past actions and decision......
i called mum yesterday afternoon, mum told me not too worry too much and also wait till the results is out. i agree with mum but...... i am still worried about my results n getting in other course!~ darn this sucks.
i weigh myself this morning. i am 71 kg. NO GOOD!!! my weight has being going up n down like the stock market. its not hanging on to a normal figure. i am really weight cautious. people who knows me should know why i am so weight cautious. i haven't really been to gym since last Saturday. i was out with friends on weekends and got sick since Monday. so i was resting at home to make sure my condition doesn't get worse. Beckie told me not to go gym coz when i do go gym, my heart pumps faster and allows bacteria to flow into my body. that make sense. lolz.
i am definitely going gym after my exam today. i have a jam date with my big sis/bro Anthony. i miss jam so much. lolz. i prolly gonna do weight after jam. MUST DO WEIGHTS!!
oh well, people like me are self obsessed. hehehe
oh recently, there are so many adds on tv regarding pc vs mac. telling how good mac is. i saw an ad last night and i remembered about the south park pc vs mac ad. its really funny n hilarious.
you should really watch it!!! recommended...
oh there's this 15 short add (pc vs mac)
wee, its Friday morning. almost the end of the week and i am having my final paper today.
i wasn't feeling that pressure before but now i do. after knowing i only can get conditional offer letter, i am not really happy. what if i fail all subjects? what if i fail 2 subject? what if i cant get into accountancy? what if melbourne uni doesn't want to accept me? all those what if question just kept bussing around my head from last night till now. its making me crazy!! i know what will you guys think. i know i kept complaining this and that but somehow i just can't stop complaining coz i am worried and i really don't want to be in engineering course. i can't stress enough how badly i wanna get myself out from the HELL. the future leads me know where unless i am accepted into accountancy in Melb U or RMIT and if both Uni doesn't wanna accept me, i am basically screwed. i prolly gotta continue engineering. i really mind doing engineering course!! I BLOODY REALLY DO..... now, i really regretted my past actions and decision......
i called mum yesterday afternoon, mum told me not too worry too much and also wait till the results is out. i agree with mum but...... i am still worried about my results n getting in other course!~ darn this sucks.
i weigh myself this morning. i am 71 kg. NO GOOD!!! my weight has being going up n down like the stock market. its not hanging on to a normal figure. i am really weight cautious. people who knows me should know why i am so weight cautious. i haven't really been to gym since last Saturday. i was out with friends on weekends and got sick since Monday. so i was resting at home to make sure my condition doesn't get worse. Beckie told me not to go gym coz when i do go gym, my heart pumps faster and allows bacteria to flow into my body. that make sense. lolz.
i am definitely going gym after my exam today. i have a jam date with my big sis/bro Anthony. i miss jam so much. lolz. i prolly gonna do weight after jam. MUST DO WEIGHTS!!
oh well, people like me are self obsessed. hehehe
oh recently, there are so many adds on tv regarding pc vs mac. telling how good mac is. i saw an ad last night and i remembered about the south park pc vs mac ad. its really funny n hilarious.
you should really watch it!!! recommended...
oh there's this 15 short add (pc vs mac)
Thursday, June 14, 2007
My love will get you home
If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone, get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home. Boy, my love will get you home.
If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone, get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home. Boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever feel ashame, my love will get you home.
If its only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone, get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home. Boy, my love will get you home
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone, get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home. Boy, my love will get you home.
If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone, get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home. Boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever feel ashame, my love will get you home.
If its only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone, get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home. Boy, my love will get you home
just another plain day
I went to pharmacy and get myself flu n cough med and just got back home.
What a sad news i received from RMIT Uni, called them up this afternoon and they told me they had send a conditional offer letter to me. Well, for my point. conditional offer letter = slim opportunity to get in. to be honest, i dont think i am going to do well in my semester 1 examination. so, i really think the chances are really low. oh my my. apparently i was pretty confident that RMIT will give me an offer letter because the receptionist lady told me that they would only see my past year results. my past year results was an average distiction. therefore, i am really confident. but it end up the other way. i am pretty upsad n worried tho. i dont really wanna continue studying automotive/mechanical engineering. BLAME me for not choosing my path correctly. *pray hard* i think my fate to the hands of god.
lately, i've endulge myself with those HK series i got from my friend siti (she's chinese). from these series called Heart of Greed, i really love this song called "my love will get you home". i find it so touching and everytime i listen to this music, my tears just start trembling down my cheek. this song remind me of me n ling ling. why? becoz in that series, this song usually played up when there is a sad or break up scene. anyway, i've found this video from youtube. must listen, i love the song.
besides that, while i am writting this blog, i was browsing junnies (my ex-highskool mate) friendster. one of her friend took her pic and undergo a celeb face recognization. i find it intresting so i did myself a face recognization. to my suprize.. dang dang dang dang!!!
gotta stop here again, derek is coming over......
What a sad news i received from RMIT Uni, called them up this afternoon and they told me they had send a conditional offer letter to me. Well, for my point. conditional offer letter = slim opportunity to get in. to be honest, i dont think i am going to do well in my semester 1 examination. so, i really think the chances are really low. oh my my. apparently i was pretty confident that RMIT will give me an offer letter because the receptionist lady told me that they would only see my past year results. my past year results was an average distiction. therefore, i am really confident. but it end up the other way. i am pretty upsad n worried tho. i dont really wanna continue studying automotive/mechanical engineering. BLAME me for not choosing my path correctly. *pray hard* i think my fate to the hands of god.
lately, i've endulge myself with those HK series i got from my friend siti (she's chinese). from these series called Heart of Greed, i really love this song called "my love will get you home". i find it so touching and everytime i listen to this music, my tears just start trembling down my cheek. this song remind me of me n ling ling. why? becoz in that series, this song usually played up when there is a sad or break up scene. anyway, i've found this video from youtube. must listen, i love the song.
besides that, while i am writting this blog, i was browsing junnies (my ex-highskool mate) friendster. one of her friend took her pic and undergo a celeb face recognization. i find it intresting so i did myself a face recognization. to my suprize.. dang dang dang dang!!!
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gotta stop here again, derek is coming over......
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Minds go wacky
Finally, finished designing this blog site. Always wanted to re-blog but didn’t manage to do it until now. The reason I wanted to re-blog because I heard this phrase from a HK series “When people are sad, they don’t go for coffee, beer or clubs. They write blogs. It helps you by expressing yourself”. I totally think it’s so true by saying that. Blogs can express you in certain way no matter your sad or happy.
I’ve been sick for the past few days. The weather in
I bloody hate it!!
While sitting on my comfy bed , looking at my lap top screenie with a cup of hot chocolate, many thoughts, memories and worries a going through my mind but most important that I really worried about my relationship. My relationship is at stake. I haven’t been talking to ling ling for many days. I am not even sure what is he doing lately. Is he busy? Is he working? He can’t go online? To be honest, I am afraid that ling ling is hiding something. Maybe he found someone else. I am not sure, just guessing but still it always struck me. There is a lot of disadvantages in this so called long distance relationship. T-R-U-S-T. Trust is the element I need in my relationship but I don’t think I can really do it. My ling ling once told me that we haven’t come across trusting each other without having doubts. I do agree with him but I really want him to believe that I trust him so much and in fact I want him to trust me as well and to be honest to each other. Having said that, I really love my baby dearly and he is the only dear that cares a lot for me. This ling ling of mine is a wise man, caring, grumpy at times but I still love him for that, sexy, cute and so much more I can’t even finish describing. This guy of mine is the ONE I want to live with for the entire life. Sometimes, I wish that he would come over to
I will stop here, my uni friends are coming over. Better get ready.
p/s: DEAR, BABY MISS YOU N LOVE U.
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