There are many things i regret of doing in my whole entire life till now. i know its impossible to turn back times but still there are regrets i will never forget. in other hand there is things i have never regret doing.
when i am in high school, i regretted for not be active in my scouts association. now i have step into university life, i missed the fun and excitement that i;ve enjoy during the scouting days. i still remember the day i kept wanting to go back home after the 1st day of camp when i wan in form 1 n 2. during that time i was in this pathetic group that kept pestering and called me names such as fagot, sissy and etc. i think the reason i wanted to go home so badly during camp because i am trying to run away from matters. i wanted to avoid unnecessary matters that happen. now that i had think of it, i felt i am stupid. i should have not avoid these matters. if i was to be back then now.. i would face it like man and confronted them with my guts! and kick their bloody arse.
there is also things i;ve regretted doing such as joining gym when i was in year 12 and also getting slimming products. why regret u may ask? when i was in year 12 i joined gym and just went 3 times after paying and never got motivated after that 3 times. at that time, i was never active as a boy and never bother about my looks. as you can see at that time i was fat and now altho i loose my weight i still regret because i have loose skins that will effect my outer appearance. if i were to start exercising when i was small and kept a healthy life style. my life would be better and also having a better body. by being healthy, i might be in my green running team or be in metal ball throwing. now everything is too late and it have become memories and regrets i may keep in my heart.
the one thing i have really regretted in my life is being in engineering course. i dont know what heck came into me or who ever stupid person brain washed me. as in high school, i love arts and my options was 1.rchi or interior, 2. pilot, 3. accounting. but it changed when i finishes my high school. i chooses engineering instead. bloody hell, who told me they earn alot of money? i am not blaming any one for my actions. i am just blaming myself for not choosing a course suitable for myself and also having said i never bother to do research in those subject i wanted to study. i think it was my biggest regret to come over and study mechanical engineering. it was also my biggest regret when i came over here to study foundation, i did not do well on it. this i blame it on homesick ( i meant really bad home sick). seriously, now i am like hanging on the celling and i am not sure what to do. the engineering course in sem 2 is hard and i desperately wanting to get out from that bloody course!~ i so so regret.
one of the things i never regret is getting to know a buch of friends in melbourne such as (name not in alphabetical order): Beckie, Laney, Janis, Mikeal, Fungy, Derek, Adrain, Ee Ying, Melvin, Julian, Wei Ren, Tmy, Gloria and more......(u know who r u)
last time my friends in melbourne can be counted by using 10 fingers now it exceed 10 fingers. i am so happy. altho as i said before in my blog most of my friends are from archi. they are the sweetest person and caring person i've ever know. Love you guys!~
*eh why no 1 took my test?
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