Hell..

having headache now. not really happy. i am blank and i am feeling irritated.
my feelings are just so called indescribable .
keeping blaming myself for getting myself into this fucking mess!~
i was giving condition offer letter, i should be happy. yes happy is one matter but thinking and getting through this sem is like getting dump into pit of hell. i so just don't want to study this course. i feel like getting back to malaysia and study my degree!~
okie, i am trying to be motived to pass my course!~ i know i must but its hard!~
my sis told me, its tiring to study something that your dont like and yes its fucking tiring.